So, I took my shower this morning and went to repack my incision. Which is 4 inches long and ALL THE WAY down. I took probably 2 feet of rolled gauze out of there. Omg did it hurt! My instructions were to pack it with wet to dry 4×4 gauze. I only got two pieces in. I can’t do this. I can’t stare at my insides. Psychologically this is more than I can do. I’m going to see what I can do about getting into a wound care clinic. I need help!